A few folks have expressed concern about my lack of posting on Friday or Monday. Just to explain...My mother-in-law was here all last week because Diana was graduating and Calypso was turning 16. Graduation occurred Friday night. Saturday was a big party for Calypso to have with her friends. Sunday my mom took me home with her so I could attend my family reunion. She brought me home late yesterday. I'm really exhausted by all of last week and the weekend especially.
I wish I had something witty to share but I don't. I have a bunch of pictures from the weekend and I have some post ideas floating around in my head, which is now mostly clear. When I can get it all sorted out I will put it up here. Yesterday I sold Beulah to a parts man for a pittance. I am STILL waiting to here about this damn library job. If I get it though the difficulty is how to even get to it since I don't have a car and we have no public transportation where I live. No money to get a car, no car to get to a job to make some money...I'm frustrated.
I know this crap isn't insurmountable. I am deeply grateful that I wasn't hurt worse than I was. I can't explain it but this whole mess has just knocked me emotionally in ways the whole zipline incident never did. My brain knows that in the grand scheme of things this is small potatoes. I just feel worn out by it all. Sorry this is a downer post. I'm still here...just feeling more alive and kicked than alive and kicking.